Life continuos ever :)

Hello Im getting so down and frustrated about the virtual world is invading with scammers maybe from Ghana (as I already had one on my feet) Russia, Nigeria as I had one now on my feet and has a new other places they are get together to attacked women they are need for some tender and love like me. Again I was devastated it is becoming a normal thing, needs to be real for I believe in love? Seems like in this step we are now, seems yes by God I met 2 of my ex boyfriends online and by the time I could be secure about their vicissitude but now more the internet develop more you need to be aware about these crimes online and of course these scammers. I question myself about things that are real or not?

New man - is he real??????

I need to share this moment with, Friday ( today is Wednesday ) will come to Brazil a men I met online. He is from US but at the moment he is in London he was working there, he is divorced and has one daughter, and we met in a dating website and I know Im a nightmare with this dating website, he suggested that he could come to Brazil and I said why not? come, he is coming!!! My sister made a scene, he is a scammer, bla bla bla He sent me a copy of his flight tickets, all show he is not but as my sister I still doubter, lets see Friday. He looks like madly in love for me, ok I already told you I need a boyfriend and in Brazil is very difficult to find a man to have a relantioship with me. And lo9ks like I can have one for me with him but lets wait to see, after all these scammers attacking me to get money Im traumatized with man I meet online on the Internet. He doesnt look bad, looks foreign, I dont mind about it honestly I prefer :) I will write more after I met him if he will come it is not a scammer. See you later :)

I still in Earth and life carry on :)

Hello all How is going ;ofe? Has a while that I dont post here, life always move if you live in Earth :) I will tell you the news(br) I got retired because my illness MS Multiple Sclerosis. Im ok but definitely got worse doesnt suprise me as it is a degenerative illness, but I still doing my things live. Today Im depressed because I dont have more pills for depression and the doctor told that you get depressed because MS, I dont have idea she told me.(br) Lately surprise me Im quite happy I believe the medicine for depression helps but another things that are going on my life also helps. I born catholic, but lately because my sister is Spiritualist I became, and my god, it made a difference for me, my outlook of the world change, made a transformation on me not a massive transformation, but good enough to make me happy :)(br) Many things I would like to have now in my life didnt happened like I find a love, but I learned with the Spiritualism to look into yourself in a different way. My relationship with my mom became much better with my family my sister and brother.(br) I learned that life has a cycle and you are in this cycle and you cant do anything to change, actually you can but wont change, so Im try to do my best to dont try to change this cycle and be unhappy.(br) I will carry on write now I will not take a long time, very soon I write more.(br) Kisses(br) Bye

Scammers: Psycholotical rape, be very careful

I have a scare review today, the last months I was stolen by a SCAMMER online. Remember by last post inlove an Internet romance I found after this scammer can damage financially and emotionally very much. It is a long story I will start now. I got a request from a maritime engineer from UK one day and I say to myself ' why not add this men at least I know a bit about his routine' and added him, we start to chat supposed he is from UK and was working in the sea. You thing I know and made very up to this scammer, Im definitely very needy if I can find in reality why not go to the internet? And this scammer ( I didnt know was one ) started to realize it and start to be very involvedand after a short time I was very much in love for him, we start to make plans to meet up etc... But the attack was just about to start, he told me he has a son that was in acollege excursion in Ghana and had an accident and needed help to pay the hospital as he couldnt get any money in a ship, this part is true, so he asked me to lend money to him and of course soon as he is in land me he pay me back. Innoncently I lend him the money 2000 dollars! Never more I will see this money again Im sure! And it is sick this all the time after he was inventing new things to get more money from me, finally I just blocked him completely. But the Internet is like the real world, what he did basically it is still money from me! I know as everybody especially my sister that lives in Canada, get into the real world. I did a research about it and seems like many many women around the world suffer from these scams. For me know it is become a nightmare especially because the emmptional side of it, yesterday I even couldnt sleep. Here a website about and seems Ghana it is a main point for it http://ghana.usembassy.gov/romance_scam.html The thing is Ive learned in the worse way that you have a real world, the right thing to do is looking in the real world and dont expected too much from the virtual world, the ones that read my blog can followed the story of my last years, Ive met some boyfriends by Internet, but the man Im in love now I met in reality :), I think I already comment about him, he was my first boyfriend in Brazil and still in love for him, I tought in another country, another man could make me happy, but it is wrong, just in my dreams maybe.

Internet Romance? ! :)

Hi, I have a romantic tale to tell you ok? The Internet? Has many meaning for everybody, but for me exactly now has a romantic meaning ad I still absorving it. I wiill tell you from the beginning : 

One day sunddendly he sent me a message thought Skype and we start to chat, I like straight away that is he is British where I lived for a few years) and he is maritime engineer (I lived with one for a few years in Netherlands) He is a cool guy and he told everything about his life, first he is 49 years and has a son, his wife died when was giving birth to the second one and he has one son that she had before, actually he has 15 years old.

After a few chat he asked me if I would like to marry him and be the mother of his son and also mother of the future kids. It made me think, "why not? I have 40 years old, basic I traveled a lot, I have this MS" As any human being I need to try my best to be happy, and be because Im so focused on me I missed may opportunities.


 I accept :) He is working soon as return to UK I will go there to meet him and marry :)

Strangely I study Media and Arts there in England, I have a feeling that will work well, a romance thought the Internet? Internet is a new media, it is so difficult to define the bad and the good on it.

Here Im back with my tales, but now I have a Brazilian one that is going on now, nothing really bad but lets a challenge. I was fired 2 weeks ago, reason: they think I cant attend well to the work because are consequence of my disease MS.